Update

So things have changed…yet again…..  I was thinking that things would get better in my life but I see that they are not.  The only avenue open to me was to “detach” from what was causing conflict in my life.  Interesting how putting some distance really helps to clarify what it is you want to do in your life.

One thing i DON’T want to do is waste any more time on something that isn’t going to work.  I’ve been hanging on, waiting to see if things would fix themselves, but I can see I am waiting in vain.  I need to step back and let things run their course, and not hinder the inevitable.

Ever since I made this decision, I feel so RELIEVED….so AT PEACE….so FREE of any expectations.